Friday, December 22, 2006

Ladder To Go Down

Isn't extremely fascinating how someones mood can change in the space of few hours! How does our minds work to produces this change? How can a person go from a happy bunny to an angry and moody goat in just few hours or in some cases minutes? Does our bodies release special hormones due to certain events or incidents that take place within the space of time that the changes occur? Does it always have to be an actual happening for this release to take place? Or can memories or thoughts have the same effect?

If only I knew the answers to these questions. If I knew the reason why people experience sudden and unnecessary mood swings, I would try and help them. I would try and most definitely do every I can to prevent them having mood alterations. If I knew the answers to these questions then I would go and create an antidote for it. Because there is nothing more I hate about people then their sudden change in mood. Everyone gets mood swings. Some people get them more often then others. However, I can't go hating everybody. Including myself.

There is something else fascinating that I came across today. Isn't interesting how reading some one's blog can inspire a person to resume their position as a regular blogger. Thank you, Honey. Also, I discovered that staying up and just talking through the powerful thing that is Internet, till 4 am can be fun. Well... knew that already. Still, it's always nice to know that there are people who are willing to stay up and just talk for hours. That, or they have nothing better to do with their life. Either way, it's a change from talking to still object which do not respond.

Just in case I loose my memory or become very forgetful any time soon, I thought I should mention things that made my laugh, cry or express other sort of emotion today. Maybe, this could become a usual part of my entry. Anyway, today I kicked a dog in the head. And before the RSPCA burns down my house, start sending me threatening letters and hold a protest against me for cruelty against animals, I like to say that this was just a very stupid accident. I did not see the dog. As I was getting of the bus, I was walking towards the pavement and a woman walked past me and I was looking straight ahead of me so I didn't see that she was walking her dog right beside her. So... ermm...yeah.. I kicked the dog with my knee. And then I tried walking as fast as possible to get aways from that woman. I didn't even look back just in case she started screaming at me for beating up her dog. It wasn't even a pretty dog.

Isn't it funny? Actually, I don't find it funny anymore.

By the way, originally this entry was much longer. Sooo much longer. But due to my dysfunctional computer or as I like to describe it: the source of my depression; the tsunami that keeps fucking up everything that requires the use of the computer; the old and in need of retirement technical device once called the PC. I think every soon I will be forced to used a permanent marker and write on my forehead: "GET ME A NEW COMPUTER" so my parents get the message. Obviously, telling them the same fucking thing fives times everyday is not enough.

1 Comments:

Blogger Wraith said...

Lol, yeah thanks:P I just read your flurry of blog entries. Hehe, I made you blog again:P And no, I did have things to do with my life, like sleep hehe, so you can be proud to know that its alll because of you I stayed up.

I actually feel like doing it today to make up for not calling. And about that, well I can call today if you want:P

12:30 pm  

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