Wednesday, September 06, 2006

It Doesn't Take Much

One second you are the happiest you can ever be, the next you drowning in what could only be described as misery.

And when the weird buzz is gone, I'm left wondering how could a stupid, meaningless and unthoughtful sentenced/question change so much. How much? I'm not sure. I'm not sure what has changed. Or how. Or why. But it has. And whether it's the outlook or the perception, I am really not sure. Whatever the compensation for an innocent attack, the fact is obvious. Realization of the reality has taken place. And during this displacement reaction, childhood fantasies, silly dreams and endless imaginative stories have been left behind. Pushed away too far to be recollected.

The damage is too great to be repaired.